I've been having a rough time keeping focused and on track with the Full Stack Open Course. It's already Wednesday, and I could have started on part 8 GraphQL a good five days ago. But I keep procrastinating. I've been procrastinating on working out as well.

I feel very disorganized ever since my routine broke. My dad is in the hospital and my girlfriend is working her new job and I don't know how to react to the routine change. It feels wrong to work out while we only have an hour together before she needs to head out to work. That hour lounging about and hanging out with her completely wrecked my 'go home → work out → shower → study → lounge about with girlfriend' routine.

Not to mention, a few days I can't study or work out or hang out with her because I'm at the hospital. I am truly frazzled.

I need to change things. I need to stop feeling disorganized because I am not. I just need to adapt.

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I really don't like or care about GraphQL though, ugh.