Things haven't been so good at home lately. I feel pretty sad because of that. Though I am glad that this time I'm not wallowing in sadness, going 'woe is me', or blaming myself.

I've noticed that if I'm not having a crisis about/at work, it's my family. If it's not my family, then it's stress about my studies and the future. I know for the last one, it's my brain finding problems to latch on. The other two... Their events are out of my control, I think.

Maybe I don't need to be in a crisis all the time, maybe I can have peace. But alas, I have no answer, and there's no point trying to find one. I am just sad.